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INTRO 00:26
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loving you is longing for a god putting you on top of every scar heal the wounds and make me come far loving you, like the sun painting the shades colorful, showing how i should be brave wanting you but you were born afraid the body of a woman is a shrine a woman's body is a piece of art this woman's body is now mine
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new age cult 03:29
it’s got me breathing in and out it’s got me stabbing someone else inside my head it doesn’t make sense light up incense let us commence she’s got me choking praying to gods god bless the leader if you’re at odds you’re not prepared praying to gods invoco atena e iemanjá and maybe then the universe will forgive my sins joining the circle our bodies blend mixing together our souls ascend chanting away begging to god you have been made you have been molded nothing but clay what is your sin? but i am hurting my body’s tainted in this existence devil’s flirting i have been tempted by its insistence a fool ooh ooh but i am wounded i am to blame my head’s in flames my thoughts are spinning they say your fears will come to you it’s you ooh ooh (it’s the only truth in you) we were connected my hands on hers your hands on his it is a blessing calm and collected positive thinking invoco nyx e nemesis and maybe then all the elites will see through your sins joining the circle our bodies blend water and fire bleed on the dirt humming away positive thinking you’ve been fooled you are so cruel the words are true this is your sin and i am hurting my body’s tainted in this existence i bit the apple i see an angel far in the distance it’s true ooh ooh and i am wounded i am to blame my head’s in flames my thoughts are spinning all of my fears will come to me for you ooh ooh
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if you can't come along well, i must be strong i cannot be alone please come home say my name play this game oh, why is it that you can't stay? i feel we've come a long way i push everyone away the reason why there is no fate hold me close around your arms through all the battles and wars that's just the way that things are or at least how they should be that's how things should be if i turn you on will this pain be gone? will you hold my hand? do all that you want oh, why is it that you can't stay? i feel we've come a long way i push everyone away the reason why there is no fate hold me close around your arms through all the battles and wars that's just the way that things are or at least how they should be that's how things should be that's how things should be that's how things should be
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i'm sorry i let myself drown i suppose that i let you down and the earth, it keeps going round all these lines making my thoughts race all these scars, they really lack grace all these fears i can't seem to face again, again and again and again and again again, again and again and again and again again, again and again and again and again again, again and again and again and again again, again and again and again and again again, again and again and again and again again, again and again and again and again again, again and again and again and again
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say, it's been a couple days, are you here to stay? or is it just a game? say, will you hold my hand, take me in your arms, regardless of the thorns? again, again and again and again, a disorder without end, fuels my fear of abandonment again, take it once and twice and again, i need more than just a friend, to heal my fear of abandonment say, text me back someday don't throw my heart away don't leave me to decay please, we could be so much more! don't treat me like a whore, regardless of my thorns again, again and again and again, a disorder without end, fuels my fear of abandonment again, cut it once and twice and again, can we be more than just friends? to heal my fear of abandonment
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SECTION01 01:23
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no place 02:05
i have no place there i have no place here there's things we share but you don't want to hear as much as they hate as much as i fear this space is my fate let's wipe all your tears tears, tears, now it's all clear clear, clear, don't you cry, my dear dear, dear, these things appear peer, peer, hard and severe 2017 was a ride here indeed or so they say as i faded full speed 2019 is ending carefree but i went back to those who missed me i don't need you to agree i only want to be true to myself and those around me a "no" is a "no" friends turned into foes for thought crimes i chose i have no place there i have no place here the things we share you don't want to hear you think that i hate but i'm filled with fear so this is my fate i'll wipe all my tears i have no place there i have no place here so let's make a place that we can embrace i'm tired of hate of being in fear of the things i've faced in that hellish space
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ah, as much as you want it and as much i have it there's something that bugs me there's something that gets me and that is that i need a friend i need someone there i need someone here i just need a friend i just need a friend i just need a friend want it? come here and get it huh hey come on and hit it yeah like this is all you've wanted now you got it, yeah you have it hmm want it? come here and get it huh hey come on and hit it yeah like this is all you've wanted now you got it, yeah you have it hmm ah, all my life's been like this like i'm going nowhere 'cause all that i know is how to make you happy and that is giving all i got to someone who's not an ally at all i just need a friend i just need a friend i just need a friend want it? come here and get it huh hey come on and hit it yeah like this is all you've wanted now you got it, yeah you have it hmm want it? come here and get it huh hey come on and hit it yeah like this is all you've wanted now you got it, yeah you have it hmm want it? come here and get it huh hey come on and hit it yeah like this is all you've wanted now you got it, yeah you have it hmm want it? come here and get it huh hey come on and hit it yeah like this is all you've wanted now you got it, yeah you have it hmm
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divorce 03:35
i could write an essay with all the words i want to say if that meant that you would stay i'll admit i'm frustrated with all this mess i have created guess i'll fake it 'til i make it it's been a while since i've had someone i'll fix your divorce tell me, it's your choice it's been a while since you've had someone let me be your whore you'll love it for sure walk me to that place, we can ride across the city it's a shame it will end, may i have a bit of pity? take a hint and take me home, we can make it last forever tell me all about that stuff 'cause i like it when you're clever walk me to that place, we can ride across the city it's a shame it will end, may i have a bit of pity? take a hint and take me home, we can make it last forever that's where i'll show you my whole, you'll forget 'bout your divorce don't you want an experience? yeah it gets a little lonely aren't ya tired of behaving? i'll admit i'm frustrated i spent too long whining and waiting pin me down and make me take it it's been a while since i've had someone i'll fix your divorce tell me, it's your choice it's been a while since you've had someone let me be your whore you'll love it for sure walk me to that place, we can ride across the city it's a shame it will end, may i have a bit of pity? take a hint and take me home, we can make it last forever tell me all about that stuff 'cause i like it when you're clever walk me to that place, we can ride across the city it's a shame it will end, may i have a bit of pity? take a hint and take me home, we can make it last forever that's where i'll show you my whole, you'll forget it's been a while since i've had someone i'll fix your divorce tell me, it's your choice it's been a while since you've had someone let me be your whore you'll love it for sure forget 'bout your divorce
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SECTION02 01:20
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daddy issues 03:31
ever since i was a tween the affection and the love were denied to me ever since i was a child he was absent from my life it's like i was left behind ever since i was teen i watched him fall apart and death was given to me and i was fifteen voices arrived to my head i can't even vent my spleen i guess you can say i have daddy issues i guess you can say i have daddy issues any man who wants to stay, i hope he never goes away any man who wants to stay, oh god, i pushed him away since i saw my first shrink and he told me i was fine it really makes you think since i saw my second "shrink" i grew scars across my arms he just couldn't believe and i "fell in love" with him a man much older than me who left me here to sink now that i am all grown up i have no place left to go i guess we'll never know (who is left to play this game of love?) i guess you can say i have daddy issues i guess you can say i have daddy issues any man who wants to stay, i hope he never goes away any man who wants to stay, oh god, i pushed him away
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fate that's been written for three days tainted "love" you seemed to make now my body's a disgrace signs that i cannot seem to face like a thorn that leaves me dazed such a rose i didn't pay for lying on some dude's bed take it once, twice, again he says "baby give me head" (something's not right) ('cause i don't like) (junk of that kind) lace of those bras i used to wear ripped apart but i don't care 'cause i hope he goes to hell took me a while to realize hating whom you "idealize" means that you don't really love them lying on my own bed cut it once, twice, again "don't do that, i'll be upset" (now this feels right) ('cause i don't mind) (making him cry) all the thoughts in my head all of them reached an end i am free, overcame the comphet
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brincadeira 03:09
só mais uma noite no bordel ilegal ouço vozes grossas, bebedeira irracional quantas madrugadas de inferno, infernal ouço "leonor, quarto dois", que dor fatal preparo a roupa, o perfume e a lingerie digo adeus aos tempos calmos, voltarão, em breve, sim quando a manhã chegar, eu vou chegar lá a dormir não importa o nome dele, mas eu sei que é benjamim é só brincadeira está na hora de brincar ele quer-me na cadeira diz que me vai educar é só brincadeira é o chulo a aldrabar já topei essa sujeira já sei quem me quer sujar na rua, de noite, no bordel ilegal ouço vozes grossas, não me sinto funcional lá vem outra vez, joão com seu vozeirão "quero o quarto dois", a minha vida é em vão preparo a roupa, o perfume e a lingerie digo adeus aos tempos calmos, voltarão, em breve, sim quando a manhã chegar, eu vou chegar lá a dormir não importa o que ele gosta, mas eu cheiro a jasmim é só brincadeira está na hora de brincar presa numa teia sinto que vou desmaiar é só brincadeira é o chulo a aldrabar ele faz tudo à maneira e ninguém me vem salvar "não te preocupes, leonor, eu estou aqui venho te dar asas, venho te fazer sumir" o anjo da guarda guardou fé dentro de mim abro os meus olhos, estendo as mãos... querem brincadeira? está na hora de brincar deixa de bobeiras se és forte, vem lutar é só brincadeira a rameira quer brincar limpem a sujeira que eu nunca vou voltar
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END 01:29

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