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INTRO
00:26
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2. |
a woman's body
01:25
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loving you is longing for a god
putting you on top of every scar
heal the wounds and make me come far
loving you, like the sun painting the shades
colorful, showing how i should be brave
wanting you but you were born afraid
the body of a woman is a shrine
a woman's body is a piece of art
this woman's body is now mine
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3. |
new age cult
03:29
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it’s got me breathing
in and out
it’s got me stabbing someone else
inside my head
it doesn’t make sense
light up incense
let us commence
she’s got me choking
praying to gods
god bless the leader
if you’re at odds
you’re not prepared
praying to gods
invoco atena e iemanjá
and maybe then
the universe
will forgive my sins
joining the circle
our bodies blend
mixing together
our souls ascend
chanting away
begging to god
you have been made
you have been molded
nothing but clay
what is your sin?
but i am hurting
my body’s tainted
in this existence
devil’s flirting
i have been tempted
by its insistence
a fool
ooh
ooh
but i am wounded
i am to blame
my head’s in flames
my thoughts are spinning
they say your fears
will come to you
it’s you
ooh
ooh
(it’s the only truth
in you)
we were connected
my hands on hers
your hands on his
it is a blessing
calm and collected
positive thinking
invoco nyx e nemesis
and maybe then
all the elites
will see through your sins
joining the circle
our bodies blend
water and fire
bleed on the dirt
humming away
positive thinking
you’ve been fooled
you are so cruel
the words are true
this is your sin
and i am hurting
my body’s tainted
in this existence
i bit the apple
i see an angel
far in the distance
it’s true
ooh
ooh
and i am wounded
i am to blame
my head’s in flames
my thoughts are spinning
all of my fears
will come to me
for you
ooh
ooh
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4. |
how things should be
04:01
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if you can't come along
well, i must be strong
i cannot be alone
please come home
say my name
play this game
oh, why is it that you can't stay?
i feel we've come a long way
i push everyone away
the reason why there is no fate
hold me close around your arms
through all the battles and wars
that's just the way that things are
or at least how they should be
that's how things should be
if i turn you on
will this pain be gone?
will you hold my hand?
do all that you want
oh, why is it that you can't stay?
i feel we've come a long way
i push everyone away
the reason why there is no fate
hold me close around your arms
through all the battles and wars
that's just the way that things are
or at least how they should be
that's how things should be
that's how things should be
that's how things should be
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i'm sorry i let myself drown
i suppose that i let you down
and the earth, it keeps going round
all these lines making my thoughts race
all these scars, they really lack grace
all these fears i can't seem to face
again, again and again and again and again
again, again and again and again and again
again, again and again and again and again
again, again and again and again and again
again, again and again and again and again
again, again and again and again and again
again, again and again and again and again
again, again and again and again and again
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6. |
fear of abandonment
04:01
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say, it's been a couple days,
are you here to stay?
or is it just a game?
say, will you hold my hand,
take me in your arms,
regardless of the thorns?
again, again and again and again,
a disorder without end,
fuels my fear of abandonment
again, take it once and twice and again,
i need more than just a friend,
to heal my fear of abandonment
say, text me back someday
don't throw my heart away
don't leave me to decay
please, we could be so much more!
don't treat me like a whore,
regardless of my thorns
again, again and again and again,
a disorder without end,
fuels my fear of abandonment
again, cut it once and twice and again,
can we be more than just friends?
to heal my fear of abandonment
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7. |
SECTION01
01:23
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8. |
no place
02:05
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i have no place there
i have no place here
there's things we share
but you don't want to hear
as much as they hate
as much as i fear
this space is my fate
let's wipe all your tears
tears, tears, now it's all clear
clear, clear, don't you cry, my dear
dear, dear, these things appear
peer, peer, hard and severe
2017 was a ride here indeed
or so they say as i faded full speed
2019 is ending carefree
but i went back to those who missed me
i don't need you to agree
i only want to be
true to myself and those around me
a "no" is a "no"
friends turned into foes
for thought crimes i chose
i have no place there
i have no place here
the things we share
you don't want to hear
you think that i hate
but i'm filled with fear
so this is my fate
i'll wipe all my tears
i have no place there
i have no place here
so let's make a place
that we can embrace
i'm tired of hate
of being in fear
of the things i've faced
in that hellish space
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9. |
i just need a friend
02:34
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ah, as much as you want it
and as much i have it
there's something that bugs me
there's something that gets me
and that is that i need a friend
i need someone there
i need someone here
i just need a friend
i just need a friend
i just need a friend
want it? come here and get it
huh
hey come on and hit it
yeah
like this is all you've wanted
now you got it, yeah you have it
hmm
want it? come here and get it
huh
hey come on and hit it
yeah
like this is all you've wanted
now you got it, yeah you have it
hmm
ah, all my life's been like this
like i'm going nowhere
'cause all that i know is
how to make you happy
and that is giving all i got
to someone who's not
an ally at all
i just need a friend
i just need a friend
i just need a friend
want it? come here and get it
huh
hey come on and hit it
yeah
like this is all you've wanted
now you got it, yeah you have it
hmm
want it? come here and get it
huh
hey come on and hit it
yeah
like this is all you've wanted
now you got it, yeah you have it
hmm
want it? come here and get it
huh
hey come on and hit it
yeah
like this is all you've wanted
now you got it, yeah you have it
hmm
want it? come here and get it
huh
hey come on and hit it
yeah
like this is all you've wanted
now you got it, yeah you have it
hmm
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10. |
divorce
03:35
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i could write an essay
with all the words i want to say
if that meant that you would stay
i'll admit i'm frustrated
with all this mess i have created
guess i'll fake it 'til i make it
it's been a while since i've had someone
i'll fix your divorce
tell me, it's your choice
it's been a while since you've had someone
let me be your whore
you'll love it for sure
walk me to that place, we can ride across the city
it's a shame it will end, may i have a bit of pity?
take a hint and take me home, we can make it last forever
tell me all about that stuff 'cause i like it when you're clever
walk me to that place, we can ride across the city
it's a shame it will end, may i have a bit of pity?
take a hint and take me home, we can make it last forever
that's where i'll show you my whole, you'll forget 'bout your divorce
don't you want an experience?
yeah it gets a little lonely
aren't ya tired of behaving?
i'll admit i'm frustrated
i spent too long whining and waiting
pin me down and make me take it
it's been a while since i've had someone
i'll fix your divorce
tell me, it's your choice
it's been a while since you've had someone
let me be your whore
you'll love it for sure
walk me to that place, we can ride across the city
it's a shame it will end, may i have a bit of pity?
take a hint and take me home, we can make it last forever
tell me all about that stuff 'cause i like it when you're clever
walk me to that place, we can ride across the city
it's a shame it will end, may i have a bit of pity?
take a hint and take me home, we can make it last forever
that's where i'll show you my whole, you'll forget
it's been a while since i've had someone
i'll fix your divorce
tell me, it's your choice
it's been a while since you've had someone
let me be your whore
you'll love it for sure
forget 'bout your divorce
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11. |
SECTION02
01:20
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12. |
daddy issues
03:31
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ever since i was a tween
the affection and the love
were denied to me
ever since i was a child
he was absent from my life
it's like i was left behind
ever since i was teen
i watched him fall apart
and death was given to me
and i was fifteen
voices arrived to my head
i can't even vent my spleen
i guess you can say i have daddy issues
i guess you can say i have daddy issues
any man who wants to stay, i hope he never goes away
any man who wants to stay, oh god, i pushed him away
since i saw my first shrink
and he told me i was fine
it really makes you think
since i saw my second "shrink"
i grew scars across my arms
he just couldn't believe
and i "fell in love" with him
a man much older than me
who left me here to sink
now that i am all grown up
i have no place left to go
i guess we'll never know
(who is left to play this game of love?)
i guess you can say i have daddy issues
i guess you can say i have daddy issues
any man who wants to stay, i hope he never goes away
any man who wants to stay, oh god, i pushed him away
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fate that's been written for three days
tainted "love" you seemed to make
now my body's a disgrace
signs that i cannot seem to face
like a thorn that leaves me dazed
such a rose i didn't pay for
lying on some dude's bed
take it once, twice, again
he says "baby give me head"
(something's not right)
('cause i don't like)
(junk of that kind)
lace of those bras i used to wear
ripped apart but i don't care
'cause i hope he goes to hell
took me a while to realize
hating whom you "idealize"
means that you don't really love them
lying on my own bed
cut it once, twice, again
"don't do that, i'll be upset"
(now this feels right)
('cause i don't mind)
(making him cry)
all the thoughts in my head
all of them reached an end
i am free, overcame the comphet
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14. |
brincadeira
03:09
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só mais uma noite no bordel ilegal
ouço vozes grossas, bebedeira irracional
quantas madrugadas de inferno, infernal
ouço "leonor, quarto dois", que dor fatal
preparo a roupa, o perfume e a lingerie
digo adeus aos tempos calmos, voltarão, em breve, sim
quando a manhã chegar, eu vou chegar lá a dormir
não importa o nome dele, mas eu sei que é benjamim
é só brincadeira
está na hora de brincar
ele quer-me na cadeira
diz que me vai educar
é só brincadeira
é o chulo a aldrabar
já topei essa sujeira
já sei quem me quer sujar
na rua, de noite, no bordel ilegal
ouço vozes grossas, não me sinto funcional
lá vem outra vez, joão com seu vozeirão
"quero o quarto dois", a minha vida é em vão
preparo a roupa, o perfume e a lingerie
digo adeus aos tempos calmos, voltarão, em breve, sim
quando a manhã chegar, eu vou chegar lá a dormir
não importa o que ele gosta, mas eu cheiro a jasmim
é só brincadeira
está na hora de brincar
presa numa teia
sinto que vou desmaiar
é só brincadeira
é o chulo a aldrabar
ele faz tudo à maneira
e ninguém me vem salvar
"não te preocupes, leonor, eu estou aqui
venho te dar asas, venho te fazer sumir"
o anjo da guarda guardou fé dentro de mim
abro os meus olhos, estendo as mãos...
querem brincadeira?
está na hora de brincar
deixa de bobeiras
se és forte, vem lutar
é só brincadeira
a rameira quer brincar
limpem a sujeira
que eu nunca vou voltar
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15. |
END
01:29
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